Well.... Diary.... again, it's been ages!! I was pregnant when I last spoke to you, and now I have a 13 month old son, Jamie! >>
I also wrote in my last entry that I think I'd like 3 children... well now I want 6...... Mental. Lol. Still need a man for that unfortunately, and it is proving difficult to find one of those!! A strange species they are. I am in love with a man I can't have at the moment anyway... And unfortunately whoever I go on dates with just isn't him! Anyway, that's another story...
My friend Toni is 10 years older than me and has 8 children; Danny, Dylan, Declan, Drew, Kimberley, Katyleigh, Victoria & Violet. I would love to be like her. And like my Grandparents. My Grandparents just celebrated their 50th Wedding Anniversary (which was amazing.. there were over 120 people at the party, was awesome ♥) and have been together since they were 15 and 16... not to mention raising 6 children together. They're both my idols, I love them so much.
Anyway, waffle waffle waffle as usual! I don't even know what I've come on here to write... I just missed you Diary and thought I'd pay you a visit... I neglect you lots these days!
Lots has probably happened since we last spoke... Meems went away to live in Florida for a year, and worked at Disney World.. I'm very proud of her. She left when Jamie was 10 days old, and just got back a few weeks ago.
I'm not sure what else has happened as there's probably been far too much going on in the last year and a half! But at the moment my most prominent thought (other than my son) is the man I want to be with.... (it seems like I haven't changed at all in 8 years > geeeeez is that how long I've been on Diaryland!! Since I was 14!!! God I'm old, I'm 22 now! < everything's still about a boy! Haha. He's coming round on Friday and I'm looking forward to it way too much. I haven't seen him for 3 weeks and for some reason my feelings have just escalated in that time... I thought I was okay with us being friends but apparently I'm not.... but I feel so strongly now that I wouldn't be surprised if my feelings just radiate off me on Friday... I'm positive he's going to know exactly how I feel. And probably never see me again :( But I'm praying that won't be the case. Anyway. Waffle over. Just wanted to check in and say hi! ♥
All my love,
Jet (haha) xxxxx
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Time: 12:47 p.m.
Date: 2009-09-06
Eating: Can't eat... feel sick from blueberries...lol
Drinking: Fresh Orange with a little bit of Lilt in it... mmm
Wearing: New jeans and cream top
Hearing: Look Through my Eyes- Phil Collins- Song from Disney's Brother Bear
Chatting w/: Someone... But I'm currently trying to work out who it is without sounding rude :S I'm not even sure if they're male or female (or "what" they are, as Mr Mather might say, lol!)
Thinking: Babble. It's all babble- Lack of sleep.
Wanting: To sleep.
PLUG: tribeworld.com
*artists*
David Bowie
Pat Benatar
Phil Collins (and Genesis)
Bruce Springsteen
Bonnie Tyler
Dolly Parton
Anastacia
The Osmonds
Metallica
System of a Down
The Calling
Gabrielle
Shakira
Celine Dion
Muse
Toni Braxton
Evanescence
Avril Lavigne
Tony Hadley
The Corrs
Brotherhood of Man
*songs*
Young Girl
Glass Spider
Love is a Battlefield
Invincible
Fire and Ice
Tribute
Always
The Dream Must Stay Alive
Shiny Happy People
Hi Ho Silver Lining
Follow You, Follow Me
You Can't Hurry Love
Brilliant Disguise
Your Song
Chirpy Chirpy Cheep Cheep (lol)
Come What May
The Dream Must Stay Alive
You're Moving Out Today
Leader of the Pack
Time is Running Out
Here You Come Again
I Need a Hero
I Will Survive
What a Feeling
Memory
I Know Him so Well
He's Alive
Unbreak my Heart
Wonderful Tonight
Summer of 69
The Drugs Don't Work
I've Had the Time of My Life
Zero to Hero
Oh What a Night
Never Smile at a Crocodile
Gold
Fame
I Won't Say I'm in Love
Breathless
Final Countdown
Under Pressure
Life on Mars?
Figaro
Give a Little Love
Earth Song
Heal the World
You are not Alone
Living on a Prayer
Band of Gold
Left Outside Alone
Eye of the Tiger
Bohemian Rhapsody
You'll be in my Heart
Look Through my Eyes
With Arms Wide Open
Build me up Buttercup
Homeward Bound
American Pie
Born to Try
Predictable
*how i feel now*
*who am i?*
Mad. Lost. Psychotic. Veggie. Shattered. Wild. Chatterbox. Imaginative. Funny. Sarcastic. Caffeine-addict. Bubbly. Bitchy. Two-Faced. Loving. Curious. Ambitious. Determined. In a rush. Mental.